5/11/2011

Might end up committing suicide :(?

Might end up committing suicide :(?I cant do this anymore I see and hear this man called Rory from my past (I have severe PTSD) I believe pretty much everything he says at the time, I've taken 4 overdoses very close to death on each time, stopped eating and cut my arms and was in a mental hospital for 7 months (discharged in June 2010) and I'm 17.

Basically I was abused emotionally and physically by my parents nearly put in care 3 times (death threats, beating up ect) and am still being abused by my mom emotionally, and no i cant live anywhere else and i have to put up with it till i can afford my own place which will be in a few years.

During childhood I was bullied severely (they tried to hang me, left unconsious nearly every day ect) mental health issues run in the family my cousin hung himself a couple of days ago 2 days after getting married and my cousin cut himself up 2 days before christmas, when my dad was a teen had depression and my mom has binge eating disorder and depression and anger issues.

Now my parents are married for convenience and my friend wants to kill herself and if I tell anyone she will do it, i cant get the authorities involved as she will lie, i've tried listening to her trying to get her too see her GP or talk to her teacher but she wont and I dont want to lose her shes already overdosed once.

I also have clinical depression and trying to recover from anorexia if I tell my shrink she might inpatient me again as i might be at 'high risk' and i dont want that at all it was awful the last time but if i dont tell her i'll probably kill myself. ive told her its getting worse but she's not helping me and i cant change shrinks

what do you think i should do?

thanks in advance =]
This is a genuine question and i'm not really a believer in any religion and i dont want to be.
i've been inpatient it didnt help and i did DBT and it helped a bit but not enough

Answer by Supriya
I don't believe that you should commit suicide. It's a ultimate solution to a temporary problem. Also, just because some of the symptoms in your family, doesn't mean you have to be a victim to it.

Answer by Gregory
If you do not believe in God...than this world is pointless to live in...because it is corrupt, evil and depressing. I also suffer depression sometimes...but you must rise to the challenge.

The best thing you could do is find Jesus. (Sure you don't want to hear it...but that does not make it any less true.)

Otherwise...go on a roadtrip? Go camping? Get away from your circumstances? Go have some fun?
STOP DWELLING on your situation. GET the HELL out of your current depressing situation...drag your depressed friend along...and go see what the world has to offer!

Start eating right...that makes you feel better.

DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. THAT IS THE DUMBEST THING YOU COULD POSSIBLY DO! IS THAT CLEAR?
Go watch this funny funny video!
http://www.thestrongwatchman.com/humor/60-lighten-up-a-little-levity/437-rainbow-gasm-on-video-hilarious.html

Read my website. Perhaps that will keep your mind off of some terrible ideas.

Hope that helps.

Greg

Answer by Loca Loba
You sound so much like me it's scary. I was sexually abused, bullied, my mom had an alcohol and drug addiction that eventually killed her when I was your age. Then I went to live with my step family who all, whether they will admit it or not, have mental health issues. From personal experience, with all the crap that is going on right now, it sounds like you could use some time inpatient. It's not any fun, but the stuff going on at home is worse for your illness than a hospital stay would be. And if you go into the hospital, or even if you don't, ask your shrink about DBT classes. They teach you a lot about how to deal with stress and other people. They are the only thing that worked for me. You can find some more info on them here: http://www.dbtselfhelp.com/

Answer by D.D.
go watch these videos about a method that is really working to remove trauma and heal stressproject.org
This is the only method i would use, if you want more info and sites , email me.

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