I killed 3 of my sisters dogs while I was on ativan!!?

I killed 3 of my sisters dogs while I was on ativan!!?I have had a anxiety disorder for 2 years now and also agoraphobia where it is very very hard for me to travel, and in august of 2010 I started going on large doses of ativan (lorazapam) a anti-anxiety drug and it kinda makes you drunk and dis-inhibitioned and I killed 3 of our family dogs over a three week period while I was on the ativan and also before I did it I watched 130 episodes of CSI and lots of violent movies and then It was like the medication brought out something in me and I did the thing...this happened in late august of 2010 and I got put in a psych ward for 3 months and finally got discharged a few days ago...the 3 dogs were my sisters dogs and she is not pressing charges and so they arrested me under the mental health act. so I am very freaked out by it and not sure and just wanted to tell somebody!! please give me some help!!! I swear to jesus I'm not trolling
Im scared because Im wondering if Im a psychpath now!!!! becuase this is what can happen..fuck
and for the person saying im trolling that is a 100% lie...this thing fucking happened and Im not lieing...so you can stick your answer up your ass

Answer by janeth
go bak to 5150

Answer by Horsense
1: Research & try using natural methods of controlling --or even eliminating-- your anxiety.

2: Be careful while getting off of the drugs.

3: Do NOT watch --OR listen to, OR read-- shows or books with Violent Content!

"How to Maintain a Healthy Mental Outlook"
- AVOID Poisoning the Brain!
- Choose Entertainment Wisely
- Seek Divine Direction
http://watchtower.org/e/19990708/article_03.htm

"How to Get Off Psychiatric Drugs Safely"
http://theroadback.org/

"Experts say that many people with anxiety problems do not breathe properly. Often, their breathing is too shallow, too fast, or too much from the chest. Practice inhaling and exhaling slowly. Breathing through the nose rather than through the mouth will make this easier. Also, learn to breathe from the diaphragm, since breathing from your upper chest increases your risk of hyperventilating. . ."
http://watchtower.org/e/19980722/diagram_01.htm

Many people learn to breath is such a way that they can prevent anxiety attacks.
Proper breathing can even *reverse* an anxiety attack!

Homeopathic remedies are also both safe, and, effective:

"Homeopathy Up-To-Date"
http://homeopathyusa.org/homeopathy-now.html
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Answer by Calinda
Sorry for what happen to you but this is way to big for us give advise.
We can't understand what you are going thru.
I can't help you and I don't think any of us can. You have to get professional help.

Best of luck and I hope you get the help you deserve to get.

Answer by rabidrobbie
Yeah, Right!

Answer by cat lady
yes right go back to the mental hospital and get treatment now and just to let u no i just seem a elephant flying pass my window

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