5/23/2011

I've cut my body in many places, and need some serious help, but I can't even go to the hospital..?

I've cut my body in many places, and need some serious help, but I can't even go to the hospital..?After my appointment with my therapist I was so angry that he couldn't see "through" me and know that I want to die. I just have to see my life insurance agency first before I kill myself because I don't want to leave my husband in debt. I've cut up my body almost everywhere and have taken many pills to "numb" out for a while. I think I took too much but whats the worst that'll happen..I die? not an issue. Then after I self inflicted all upon myself my therapist called to say I need to be in at 9am for a "body check", (a female nurse will do it), I went crazy after I hung up. now I'm really done for... I might just say the hell with the life insurance and be done with it now. Whats a day earlier right?? Even as suicidal as I am, they don't care and if I show up at the ER, I have told that I will be charged....for having a mental health diagnosis...go figure, Q is, should I even bother going to the appointment, or just finish "everthing" up tonight..?? This is VERY serious....
BUT.... I'm really scared of what I've already done, and what I;m going to do. I'm tired and cannot keep up with this life of mine, EVERYONE around me would be much better off if I weren't here..I do want to die..commit suicide..

Answer by poggles789
go to the appointment sweetie.

I know it's annoying when they don't understand, but you have to give them a chance...Tell him! He's there to -help- you, and you know you need help. The best way to get it is to tell people you need it. There is so much you still can do with your life, and think of your poor husband!

Answer by Steve H
why do you want to die? doesnt your husband love you? think about everyone that youll be leaving behind...when your pain ends, theirs will begin. trust me...its not a good idea. ive been there too.

Answer by Ceely
Do not kill yourslef. Trust me iv cut myself alot to and i know it makes you feel better. But people will care if your not their especially your poor husband who obviusly loves you. Please dont do anything youll regret bc god doesnt want us to kill oursdleves and hes watching out for you

Answer by annalobdell
as a cutter myself, i can totally understand the devastating hopelessness you must be feeling right now... when i was younger i cut myself because if i didn't i would want to hurt someone very close to me, so instead of doing harm to that person i cut myself... the physical pain was so much easier to deal with than the mental anguish i was going through at the time.... i beg you, do not kill yourself, i know that it might seem like the right thing to do right now, but you will leave behind people who love you and this will devastate them... they will blame themselves... you mentioned a husband, which do you think he'd rather have? life insurance money or his wife? i know it's hard but you can get through this... i say go to the appointment and tell them that you need help... it will be a long hard journy but i bet that there are lots of people who love you and will be there to support you... i'm here if you need to talk...

Answer by prissie
sweetie. do you know that there is a belief that If u end yr own life, u go straight 2 hell. wen my life gets dark, I find a friend 2talk 2. any1 will do. walk in2 d nearest church....any church.
no point in killin self... u get eternity of damnation but in the end 4 wot? the pple u leav behind r the 1s who hurt n wish u'd just gone 2 them 4 help. 0409240639 if u wan2 talk some more. this is the pastors no at a local church in mill park

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